I'm a fool

I had a nice convo yesterday with my crush a long time ago and suddenly we we're up to getting married.Oh my geee.I know we we're just fooling around.But partly,I wish it was true. We really made a nice future plan. He even said he's willing to go where I'll be.There is some sincerity I felt,but we are not in a relationship. I won't expect anything,it will just bring me to depression. But I really enjoyed that convo we had,though in the end it is all a game.

A red Christmas for me.