Thursday, October 29, 2009

Just a list of...

1.NiƱo
2.Kyra
3.Jepoy
4.Stevenford
5.Kaden

So I wont forget...hehe

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

"I think I need time for myself. I need solitude. I dunno, I just thought about it. I miss my "SHOPPING-ALONE-ON-WEEKENDS" thing. Hmm, it made me think of watching Made of Honor by myself once it's shown. Excited"- taken from my friends post.

Geee...another realization. That I am not the only who appreciates solitude.

Being alone ain't that bad, let's just say that I am used to it,I guess.Been alone for about 22yrs,and will be 23 in about 22hours,hehe.It is the time that I am carefree.I can do whatever I want, eat what I like,go where I'd love too, with no worries at all. Sometimes I call myself a loner,but I am not antisocial.I actually got a bundle of friends.I love being with them,and I love being alone too. Guess, I just like living with no worries.Yeah that's right.
Actually,I have an escape plan in mind.Of course,I wont share it here.I'm crossing my fingers that I will be able to pursue it. I dont know if it is really called an escape plan,but maybe applicable,because it will only be me who knows where I will be.Alone,being myself and having a great time.Geee,I am really looking forward to it.

Monday, October 19, 2009

thoughts of a wandering mind

Geee..got no idea of what to write again.I miss cora,my cheerleader to my frustrated side of writing.hehe

Maybe,will write my funny thought yesterday.When I was walking across the street to go the mall, I noticed how my mind behave when I walk, when I ride a jeep or when I go to a place to stroll. It's like I'm observing what people around me does. And my eyes are very good accomplice.Maybe that's why I am not blessed with good vision.LOL. Coz I might recognize even smaller details. A lot told me words such as " Napansin mo yun?" or like " Really, d q napansin." Is that personal awareness or I just have a wandering mind?....Weee, I thought to myself yesterday good thing that there's no such thing like Edward Cullen .I sounded funny right?lol. I'll pity him if he try to read my mind.Got random thoughts, one after another.hahahaha.
We'll I guess, I am just sensitive to details or more likely I am just a wide-awake type of. But I really do love this thing, there's a lot more to know-observe-perceive-see-notice. hahahaha

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

looking for solace


I am currently listening to westlife's version of home. Home has always been my soundtrack each time I travel from one place to another.In place I love to settle, I call home. Now, I cling to this song over and over.Does it mean I am going to change place?The home I have in mind is Manila.It's not that I am hating where I stay, but it's just kinda hard to breath.Maybe, because of pressure/stress overload.And suddenly, my plans was distorted and my mind is beginning to form another tract to take. Or maybe, this is just pre-birthday blues.It's becoming habitual, actually. Started 2007,and I don't know why.Or there's just lot of memories I miss during my birth month.Gee...solace, where can I find you? I want to be back to my at ease nd simple though alike days.It's all the same yet I have peace of mind.Help me Lord..

Friday, October 2, 2009

where's equality?

To steal a few seconds from our busy life is a part of this noble profession,as they call it.Like this snapshot, my colleagues stole a few seconds from their work to post for a happy smile. Few hours to bond, few hours to have fun.
Being a nurse is a demanding job.I have no regret being in this world, but sometimes it's hard to face and simply submit ourselves to what they say or go with how they want it to be. We are also human,human of the same rights as much as they claim.
I don't know when we will have a replica of this photo again.But looking forward to it, guess the answer is back to my first sentence.To steal again.